I remember while working my second job thinking each and EVERYDAY “God, why me? You have such faith in me and my work and yet I feel so discouraged, tried and ready to just give up. What can I do???” I remember in a split moment that God talked to me about faith… I had so much faith in Him and Him in me, yet I was able to talk the talk but not walk the walk…. He said to me, “You have so much faith that I’ll do right by you, yet you will not just “let go”…. you won’t take a leap of faith…..
That’s what I had to do… leap….
Matthew 17:20 He replied, “Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.”
What was so different with me that I couldn’t have that faith. In a matter of time, I put a mustard seed on my name tag that was attached to my scrubs everynight knowing that God was waiting on me to make the first move and he would get me in place… every since that night I have turned in my 2 weeks notice, left that job, been home more and more involved with my family. I was missing out on so much. I can’t tell you how really down I felt some night because I felt like I didn’t know my kids anymore after over 2 yrs of being gone all day / night essentially to feel like I didn’t know what my kids like to eat, how they went to sleep, etc. But I did this on the weekends, wasn’t that enough? 😦
It took time… faith, prayer…. God knew I needed this and my family needed this.
Thank you God for change in my life and my families life… that’s all it took and I wore that and I presented that… mustard seed…..
Inspiration is for sharing. Thank You for trusting God and being the example. You never know where it may be taking you. Mom love u. 🙂
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What a wonderful story! Thank you for sharing what you did putting that mustard seed on your name tag. Good job on making a move! Love It! XXOO
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Thank you so much Angela! Sometimes, God makes provisions and sometimes he wants you to make a move before he puts a blessing in your life to know that you FULLY entrust your life in Him and that’s what he asked of me. Felt so good after I gave my notice. I just knew it was the right time and the right place. Thanks be to God. ❤ XXOO
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